My only form of freedom

I've been wishing to write since I was 15 years old , I wished that for too long and been backing up for the excuse that I don't actually have enough experience to write anything at all , I'm sure that if I got my things together since then, I could have the enough capability now to write about anything at all .

To be true and honest with you ,I am not anything more than a dreamer , I kept on dreaming most of my life and I don't exactly know where or when I will start moving , my society , my culture, my environment and my family don't have the tendency to support dreamers , they call us and revolutionary entities, I don't want to be the individual who deny the improvement that is happening within my country and society , but I will not also be the individual who deny that our families still control most of our actions and roads , they still have that power over us that chain us down to earth and prevent us to be our oneself, and by words I don't seek a rebellion or something close to that.. I’M a tiny human being to even think of such thing , I couldn't even make my choices through life , and the only pleasure of freedom that I tested was inside my thoughts .

For that most reason , I am here today , to express and deliver this one freedom I have , I thought maybe here where people hears each others thought , maybe mine will be heard , shared and help .

I am not sure if writing here will work , I am not sure if sharing it will change something , but I am tired of telling myself that I don't have enough to write about , I spent 90% of life within four walls called my room and the other 10% either studying or working in a job that kills every creativity you got within you soul , I decided to make the 90% of life more open and shareable i want to write so many things and times till I'm finally ready to start the book of my dreams .